Sorry guys I am still around and sorry for not posting for a while. Just realised it's been a month. Didn't realise it was that long.
To be honest my mind hasn't been in the right place to blogg. Sorry about that. My break up with exbf has taken its toll on me more emotionally, than I thought it would. We spoke on the phone tonite for the first time since we split and it was hard. Very emotional for me, I spend some of the time crying and I actually felt worse than when we started. I'm thinking that it was too soon for us to actually talk on the phone. We have been sending the odd text message and that I can handle but can't seem to handle talking to him just yet. Wonder if I ever will.
One thing I found good with our talking was that it took him about 45 mins into the conversation for him to say something that annoyed me and that he is having a hard time getting over the relationship as well.
I'm still feeling pretty down about my life at the moment and feeling rather down.
My weight has gone up and down a few kilos since the break up and its starting to annoy me. I'm feeling very fat at the moment.
Well better go and get some sleep so I can get up early tomorrow and walk to work.
Carlton
Take one Step at a time.
8 comments:
Remember your motto hon, one step at a time. It will get easier. Big {{{HUGS}}}.
Thanks Mary. I know but I'm having trouble waiting for it to get better.
Glad you are back.
Did it feel better to blog. Sometimes I have to remind myself how good it feels to let it all out.
Yes it did feel good to blog Coco. The past few days I've also been working on getting my mind in the right space. Feeling a lot better about things now.
Ohh I am glad you are back..I hoped that you were ok... I have been dropping by often waiting for a post.. So i am happy now...
And yes... "one day at a time"
Time heals everything...
Big hugs to you.. WBS
Just give yourself time Carlton and as you say one step at a time. Crying is good for you an dI am sure blogging and letting your feelings out will help as well.
thanks for coming back to us! i too had boyfriend trouble and am completely alone now. we weren't steady, but we were dating. (the B-girl didn't know, thank God!) i will be honest and tell you i just scarfed down a glazed doughnut. maybe we can encourage each other to get back on track.
Glad you're back. I think it helps to share your feelings, even to your cyber friends. You know where I am if you need me honey.
Bri
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